Pist at nothing really...!

So there. here I am again fustrated about nothing at all really.
I don't know what to do with myself sometimes. I am trying to inform people on things that I do but hey, it's not easy. I wonder if that's how it feels like to be a nobody?! Well, anyways I am somebody maybe not to the world but I am!!!! I am filled with emotions right now that I feel are unexplainable but I think it's maybe because I feel that I'll have to spend money on a new laptop because my computer is letting me down...lol. Who knows!

Music

Slowly surely things are moving at some type of rate, still need to make more contacts with producers (serious please), songwriters even, why not? composers and arrangers... I will still do what I do in the best ways that I can though.
Like I've told myself and now telling you guys, I am planning to get on stage after the month of january but right now...I am taking it easy. So I guess I shoudn't feel pist! Anyways I'll stop there and try and post something new on youtube and on myspace page, once I'm sure, I'll get a new computer or laptop, by the way which you guys think I should get?! Anyways talk to you guys soon!!!
http://www.myspace.com/marilynlindor


Mwah

Video

Alright, You guys enjoy!





Mwah
Till next time

Progress

I am at the end of school's semester and it's a very good feeling. These couple of days, I've given my energy to the screen trying to get people's attention whether it be on youtube or on myspace and of course while focusing on school work and family in between. It's funny because back then I would of been too shy to even consider putting my face on the internet for crazy people to see. I grew passed that some how to do what I got to do. Can I get a amen for all my sistas out there doing there things, we seriously need to preach on this matter because we are trying to give the best to ourselves by nourishing and providing for others(Ne-yo, I love you too!). Well, I know I am in my own gifted ways! I haven't yet, credited the people who have made me look good for my photo shoot and I think it's about time! Thank you, Laurie Hair stylist for not only making me feel like the weave, yes, I said the weave...was mine, not only in dollar but as if I owned it from birth. You can reach her at: http://spaces.msn.com/biglo17. Thank you Sylvie Bien-Aime, Make-up-Fashion Illustration for giving me the look that many are wishing to obtain at this point, but let's keep it real, I am a pretty gal, ain't I? Be for real it was easy to make me just a bit more beautiful...right?...: )) For a fabulousness look contact my gurl at: sylvie_bienaime@yahoo.com. Last but not least, can I ear the drum roll pleeease....well...okay in my head I can! Give it up, to me, nah, just kidding give it up for my girl Marie-Lyssa Studio, she is a breath taking photograph, very passionate, and easy to work with. There is more to her than these characteristics. You can see for yourself at: www.marielyssa.com and take some time out to get some insight from her blog!!! Well, I guess I said what needed to be said. On that note peeps, I' ll leave you guys with something to enjoy, BUT before I do, check out my myspace page at: http://www.myspace.com/marilynlindor make sure to add me and subscribe to my youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0EmMNsJEM4 and don't be shy to leave me some comments. I am looking forward to read what you guys have to say!

Alone but still standing

Sometimes I feel alone. Trying to reach my goal. Debating with my fears of people's judgments and prejudice just to step on stage and share my passion with an audience. Self-conscience is what makes me want to do things perfectly. My second photo shoot turned out beautifully, yet, I still have much more to do. It's hard to rely on others to deliver what it is I need, we all got bills to pay, others that needs me too...but what is a job well done if one keeps postponing every appointments till next sun. No friends to turn to, nor I can't complain about a girl who did funny faces mimicking me at school, out of stupidity. No boyfriend calling me, telling me, how beautiful or how much he likes the way that I suck my teeth at him... Alone. But not quite for the universe is still filled with stars and life beyond. That's what keeps me going. I am driven. I don't always know, where I go, what I do or what I say but, I am still here. The sun is still shinning. All I can do, is remain patient, trust and believe, and sometimes convince my self that I am one in a million. I'll keep doing what I do. On that note, I say, see you soon!

Poem: Ran with the Night

I haven't carried night as a blanket on my back
I ran with the night, and danced with the stars
I haven't met the day light since you're gone
I haven't been kissed nor touched as if I remained yours
I ran with the night because
I was just too blind to see
You were the devil who stolen my gold
You were the one who caused my heart to be flammable
Since you're gone I haven't heard my heart beat
But I ran with the night, and danced with the stars
I laid there in the cold, I waited, wondered, pounded, what more...
I ran with the night, danced with the stars but cheated night
When day finally came and rescued my heart




Marilyn.

© 2007, Marilyn L. All rights reserved.No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Taking Baby Steps

Hello to all!

I am pleased to announce how excited I am and overwhelm to be doing what I am doing right now. I had my first photo shoot yesterday and my next session will be Saturday 1st, 2008. All to really say that I am taking a risk in trying to realize my dreams as a singer, songwriter, lyricist. Why is that a risk? Well because I am a mother of three young children and I am not 21 years old anymore and no, I am not old neither. The new me is just more ambitious and willing. No longer trying to please "you" if I'm not pleased with myself first. Of course some of you may wonder about how I sound and what kind of song I sing. Well, I am RnB, Soul but versatile in writing: pop, country, zouk etc. Like many others, I knew that I wanted to sing when I was young, 7 years old to be precise. I heard Celine Dion sang on the radio for the first time and I put that radio so close to my ear and cried. I asked my mom why I was feeling the emotions I was feeling at that time and she simply answered me that it was because I was sensitive. Not knowing that I had my own voice, my own calling. At the age of 12, I started writing lyrics and poetry, yep, the sky is blue and life is pink birds are flying, type of thing but nonetheless I loved to sing. My first song was "Come back to me" and it was country, I had the boots to match with it too. ; ) I did some shows here and there a while back but it's in the past so, now I want to reinvent myself as to being the person that I am and share that with you guys. No matter how hard I've tried to escape the dream is kept on pulling me back, so, in baby steps watch me grow and grow along with me. I'll be back with more news so, stay tune!

Marilyn.