Good bye 2008....2009 Now what?!!!!

So this is it. I am bless to be alive and healthy, what more is there to say? Thank you God for everything of the past that made me who I am but I am hungry for more. I pray to my lord above for 2009 to the best year of my life for me and my babies. To you all I wish a happy year filled with love and abundance, most of all I wish you guys health and success under the grace of God! Be bless and enjoy!


Mwah

Marilyn

http://www.myspace.com/marilynlindor

Probably my last 2008 blog!

Well...What to say! I just realized that my blogger page wasn't what I expected it to be...green, blue,silver and gold sort of. That's my clear sign that I need a laptop. My computer creates unexcisting colors slash fuckt up to my vision but anywhoo, that's not the reason why I am bloggin. I am excited about my new up coming song "Baby" written by moi of course and beat produced by Dabridge records. I must say that this beat is HOT and I can't wait to share it with you guys as well as an accapella of mine which I titled "Nothing's gonna bring me down" and thanks to GTstudios it will turn out great. Anyway progress is the word I will use for mysefl at this point and of course more is to be accomplished. I am trusting God above with erything and that's all I can do.


All the feelings in the world are not enough
All the oceans that cries and the streams that guts out
From the middle of the solid rocks are still less too strong
To explain who I am deep inside other than I am just human
Because this excuse is of flesh and of blood
But what relies deep in my soul is the part I don't know
I met with my spirit but not with my soul
And that's the part that tells me that no matter how much I seem to know
Nothing at all is for sure
Therefore nothing in this world is pure but a part of me holds on to something Unknown
And for it to be revealed in its clarity
I must know who I am not by race nor religion or whatever else justifies a status That is sold to whom solace judgments and prejudices of human's best...
What am I capable of ?
Even that I'm not sure
I am thinking all will be revealed once I make that connection and meet the other Part of me that is untouchable
And this is the eternity my world will ever come to know

Poetry:

I'm the best you'll have


I will stay in the nude
For until you come
And dress me with the skin of you
I will lick my fingers so hard
When I start thinking of you
I'll crave for your juice
And only yours
My desire is to swalow
The essence of you
To roll my tongue around your shhh
To hear you moan and groan
As you getting longer
Trying to deny the fact
That you want me more
But I know truth will come out
Sooner or later
As you'll beg for more
After the score
You'll find strenght
To travel deep within my core
From there for ever more
You'll then find it hard to deny
That I'd be your best point
Certainly I already know
That I'm the best
You'll have from them all
....









© 2007, Marilyn L. All rights reserved.
No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Pist at nothing really...!

So there. here I am again fustrated about nothing at all really.
I don't know what to do with myself sometimes. I am trying to inform people on things that I do but hey, it's not easy. I wonder if that's how it feels like to be a nobody?! Well, anyways I am somebody maybe not to the world but I am!!!! I am filled with emotions right now that I feel are unexplainable but I think it's maybe because I feel that I'll have to spend money on a new laptop because my computer is letting me down...lol. Who knows!

Music

Slowly surely things are moving at some type of rate, still need to make more contacts with producers (serious please), songwriters even, why not? composers and arrangers... I will still do what I do in the best ways that I can though.
Like I've told myself and now telling you guys, I am planning to get on stage after the month of january but right now...I am taking it easy. So I guess I shoudn't feel pist! Anyways I'll stop there and try and post something new on youtube and on myspace page, once I'm sure, I'll get a new computer or laptop, by the way which you guys think I should get?! Anyways talk to you guys soon!!!
http://www.myspace.com/marilynlindor


Mwah

Video

Alright, You guys enjoy!





Mwah
Till next time

Progress

I am at the end of school's semester and it's a very good feeling. These couple of days, I've given my energy to the screen trying to get people's attention whether it be on youtube or on myspace and of course while focusing on school work and family in between. It's funny because back then I would of been too shy to even consider putting my face on the internet for crazy people to see. I grew passed that some how to do what I got to do. Can I get a amen for all my sistas out there doing there things, we seriously need to preach on this matter because we are trying to give the best to ourselves by nourishing and providing for others(Ne-yo, I love you too!). Well, I know I am in my own gifted ways! I haven't yet, credited the people who have made me look good for my photo shoot and I think it's about time! Thank you, Laurie Hair stylist for not only making me feel like the weave, yes, I said the weave...was mine, not only in dollar but as if I owned it from birth. You can reach her at: http://spaces.msn.com/biglo17. Thank you Sylvie Bien-Aime, Make-up-Fashion Illustration for giving me the look that many are wishing to obtain at this point, but let's keep it real, I am a pretty gal, ain't I? Be for real it was easy to make me just a bit more beautiful...right?...: )) For a fabulousness look contact my gurl at: sylvie_bienaime@yahoo.com. Last but not least, can I ear the drum roll pleeease....well...okay in my head I can! Give it up, to me, nah, just kidding give it up for my girl Marie-Lyssa Studio, she is a breath taking photograph, very passionate, and easy to work with. There is more to her than these characteristics. You can see for yourself at: www.marielyssa.com and take some time out to get some insight from her blog!!! Well, I guess I said what needed to be said. On that note peeps, I' ll leave you guys with something to enjoy, BUT before I do, check out my myspace page at: http://www.myspace.com/marilynlindor make sure to add me and subscribe to my youtube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0EmMNsJEM4 and don't be shy to leave me some comments. I am looking forward to read what you guys have to say!

Alone but still standing

Sometimes I feel alone. Trying to reach my goal. Debating with my fears of people's judgments and prejudice just to step on stage and share my passion with an audience. Self-conscience is what makes me want to do things perfectly. My second photo shoot turned out beautifully, yet, I still have much more to do. It's hard to rely on others to deliver what it is I need, we all got bills to pay, others that needs me too...but what is a job well done if one keeps postponing every appointments till next sun. No friends to turn to, nor I can't complain about a girl who did funny faces mimicking me at school, out of stupidity. No boyfriend calling me, telling me, how beautiful or how much he likes the way that I suck my teeth at him... Alone. But not quite for the universe is still filled with stars and life beyond. That's what keeps me going. I am driven. I don't always know, where I go, what I do or what I say but, I am still here. The sun is still shinning. All I can do, is remain patient, trust and believe, and sometimes convince my self that I am one in a million. I'll keep doing what I do. On that note, I say, see you soon!

Poem: Ran with the Night

I haven't carried night as a blanket on my back
I ran with the night, and danced with the stars
I haven't met the day light since you're gone
I haven't been kissed nor touched as if I remained yours
I ran with the night because
I was just too blind to see
You were the devil who stolen my gold
You were the one who caused my heart to be flammable
Since you're gone I haven't heard my heart beat
But I ran with the night, and danced with the stars
I laid there in the cold, I waited, wondered, pounded, what more...
I ran with the night, danced with the stars but cheated night
When day finally came and rescued my heart




Marilyn.

© 2007, Marilyn L. All rights reserved.No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Taking Baby Steps

Hello to all!

I am pleased to announce how excited I am and overwhelm to be doing what I am doing right now. I had my first photo shoot yesterday and my next session will be Saturday 1st, 2008. All to really say that I am taking a risk in trying to realize my dreams as a singer, songwriter, lyricist. Why is that a risk? Well because I am a mother of three young children and I am not 21 years old anymore and no, I am not old neither. The new me is just more ambitious and willing. No longer trying to please "you" if I'm not pleased with myself first. Of course some of you may wonder about how I sound and what kind of song I sing. Well, I am RnB, Soul but versatile in writing: pop, country, zouk etc. Like many others, I knew that I wanted to sing when I was young, 7 years old to be precise. I heard Celine Dion sang on the radio for the first time and I put that radio so close to my ear and cried. I asked my mom why I was feeling the emotions I was feeling at that time and she simply answered me that it was because I was sensitive. Not knowing that I had my own voice, my own calling. At the age of 12, I started writing lyrics and poetry, yep, the sky is blue and life is pink birds are flying, type of thing but nonetheless I loved to sing. My first song was "Come back to me" and it was country, I had the boots to match with it too. ; ) I did some shows here and there a while back but it's in the past so, now I want to reinvent myself as to being the person that I am and share that with you guys. No matter how hard I've tried to escape the dream is kept on pulling me back, so, in baby steps watch me grow and grow along with me. I'll be back with more news so, stay tune!

Marilyn.